I was the same ant that defeated
the elephant after entering its nose.
Ego ate me so badly that I
challenged the bigfoot one day.
He crunched me in one blink.
And I lost the battle.
God had mercy on me
So, I was reborn.
This time,
as a little vulnerable man.
who would cry, express and care
way too much than required.
People called me mentally weak,
emotionally fool and cursed me
to be stone-hearted and strong.
I failed to handle it and killed myself.
I resurrected again.
But this time,
I was a wall.
I saw couples fight and breakup,
beasts rape another goddess,
politicians loot the nation
and farmers starve to death.
Sadly i was just sentient and not fully alive.
So I failed to do anything.
I again asked the God for some relief.
He made the cloud rain.
And soon I was drenched.
Algae covered my body
and tiny saplings sprung up in between.
But the rain didn't stop.
Consequently, I crumbled.
My greed brought me to my knees.
But this time, I wasn't revived,
for when I opened my eyes,
I was the god.